Hard to believe this is my 460th post since I started blogging.
When I started blogging I had NO idea the many paths that God would have us travel.
The one we are now walking is one I never imagined would be me.
I lived in denial for a long time not wanting it to be me.
Isaac has Aspergers Syndrome, a form of autism.
My first reaction was relief in may ways. I have been living with this for a long time and ever slowly coming to terms with what I knew to be true about my child. Someone acknowledging that felt good.
I am sad.....for him and all the struggles he will face. For how hard it is for him to relate, communicate and navigate life at times. No mother wants to watch their child struggle and fight in daily life.
I know in many ways there are gifts that come with this path.
I am not at the gift part yet.
I am at the...I have no clue God, but grateful that you do...part.
Now, we can move forward. God is good.