Woke this morning to much thought of Jonah. It will be five years this coming April since he was born and then we said goodbye to him. It's funny how you do get back to some kind of "normal" (whatever that is) but it stays with you. There is this part of me that is always aware of his absence. These moments where I feel I am missing something. Still after almost 5 years the grief surprises me. I don't know if it ever won't.
See you later little guy!